This place holds a lot of memories...
I really don't know who I'm writing this for. If any of my few watchers that remain still watch this place, I hope that you'll read this.
I joined this site before I could draw, before I came out, before I graduated college, barely before I could even drive, before I met friends online... basically before I started growing up. It's strange to be able to see your own past, the bad and the good.
I'd like to thank everyone who befriended me, way back when (all nearly three years ago). I'll admit, I was a pretty lost and gullible boy, on this new community. The only experience I had was a Roller Coaster Tycoon message board called danimation. I stumbled upon dA under sort of embarrassing and really extraordinary circumstances. I found art that I liked and wanted to be a part of it. Sadly, I took down alot of my old journals and art because I was embarrassed of the quality and maturity of them... I did a lot of things here that I regret, but mostly I'm glad I was here. I do, though, I wish I could have those journals back somehow...
So now what? From any person stumbling across this damn thing, it would look like I've died and blown away~ I'm sure a lot of you here know what I draw and keep tabs on that, somewhat. I still draw. Quite a bit. I would still post here if I could, but even if that were so, I still would be hesitant. This gallery and everything I'm connected to within it are like a time capsule.
It's funny how my goals don't change as much as most people. I love what I draw and will probably do it for many years to come. I'm a sophomore in college, living with a perfect boyfriend, studying what I love, and overall as happy as can be. I'm always looking toward the future, because as mature as I think I am now, I'm sure I will look back on today just as I am now and think the same thing.
I'm a terrible person at keeping contact with old friends, so forgive me if I disappeared on my friends here. I am always online, my AIM name and things are still the same. And I do check my messages frequently. There are some great artists here that I'm still watching.
Take care everyone, I may be back someday.
~Pete
- Listening to: road movie - asian kung-fu generation
- Reading: textbooks
- Watching: the meloncholy of haruhi suzumiya
- Playing: the legend of zelda: twilight princess